2015年10月19日月曜日

What do I desire?

  What do I desire? Now I am just facing this question. I do not know what I really want to do now and in the future. I am worried seriously.

  When I entered this university, I had many things I wanted to do and I was eager to do all of that. Then, I had actually done or started some of these.

  I will pick up one thing of these.
 I joined a student group which supports a foreign country such as Cambodia and contribute to community around us. At first, I was really fascinated by its idea, but as I had involved some event as a member, I came to feel uncomfortable while I was in its meeting and to have a question that Is this really what I want to do?” Though I thought seriously, this feeling stuck in my mind, so I eventually quit the group.

  I have some fields that I can be interested in, but I do not know concretely what I should do or I want to do.

  However, there is a word that always helps me when I am distressed. My senior of the university said this word, and it is staying in my mind. This word is

  “You can do everything that you want to do. And if you come not to want to do that, it is OK to quit that.”

 It may not mean that you do not have to be responsible for what you are doing. It may mean that you should choose what is really important for you among many things you tried. I think it is only when I am a student that I can challenge everything that I come up with. When I am a member of society, there will be more responsibilities and other obstacles, and so I will be unable to start and stop easily. So, I have just decided to act to follow the word above. I will try everything that I get interest in as possible as I can, and I want to expand my view!

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 What I am thinking to do now!!

ž   Continue a part time job

I am working at GAP. This work is harder than I expected, but I love fashion and I am sure that this experience will help me in the future.

ž   Study economic

ž   Improve my English skills

ž   Find an internship

                                   and so on!!
 

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