What do you do to keep things whole?

whole : ■full, complete

       ■not broken or damaged

 

 I define that keeping things whole means there are no lack and no defect.

What I can come up with now and I want to keep whole are friendship and love (in other words, not to make quarrel and to be in good relations with my friends and boyfriend). Although, it is the best if you can maintain these things without special efforts, in many cases, you would have to strive to keep them.

 What I do for keeping good friendship and love is replying LINE massages with politeness. These days, we can exchange massages very easily, so we tend to be unkind each other. So I keep it in mind to reread words before sending.

The other thing is conveying my thanks in any situations. Saying “Thank you” makes not only others feel comfortable but also you find importance of their acts and themselves again. So, even when I forget to say thanks that time, I always convey my gratitude for them later.

 I do not think keeping something is always best, but sometimes it is very important and it is difficult to do so. I want to cherish both changing and unchanging.

What do I desire?

  What do I desire? Now I am just facing this question. I do not know what I really want to do now and in the future. I am worried seriously.

  When I entered this university, I had many things I wanted to do and I was eager to do all of that. Then, I had actually done or started some of these.

  I will pick up one thing of these.

 I joined a student group which supports a foreign country such as Cambodia and contribute to community around us. At first, I was really fascinated by its idea, but as I had involved some event as a member, I came to feel uncomfortable while I was in its meeting and to have a question that “Is this really what I want to do?” Though I thought seriously, this feeling stuck in my mind, so I eventually quit the group.

  I have some fields that I can be interested in, but I do not know concretely what I should do or I want to do.

  However, there is a word that always helps me when I am distressed. My senior of the university said this word, and it is staying in my mind. This word is

  “You can do everything that you want to do. And if you come not to want to do that, it is OK to quit that.”

 It may not mean that you do not have to be responsible for what you are doing. It may mean that you should choose what is really important for you among many things you tried. I think it is only when I am a student that I can challenge everything that I come up with. When I am a member of society, there will be more responsibilities and other obstacles, and so I will be unable to start and stop easily. So, I have just decided to act to follow the word above. I will try everything that I get interest in as possible as I can, and I want to expand my view!

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 What I am thinking to do now!!

ž   Continue a part time job

I am working at GAP. This work is harder than I expected, but I love fashion and I am sure that this experience will help me in the future.

ž   Study economic

ž   Improve my English skills

ž   Find an internship

                                   and so on!!

 

Music in my life

 I do not love music and I am not familiar to music especially, but it plays some important parts in my life.

  Firstly, the piano. I had learned it for about 11 years, from 7 years old to 18 years old. Honestly speaking, I did not like to play the piano so much. So I practiced the piano not because I want to do, but because I have to do. However, thanks to my teacher, I could continue playing the piano. I went to the same private piano lesson for 11 years and I have known her for a long time. She was so kind and mild. She did never scold me for not being able to performance well. She often said to me “It is ok to practice here, you do not have to practice in your home” and did not force me to practice for the lesson. So, though I was not good at playing the piano at all, I did not come to hate it. I really appreciate her. I have not seen her after I quit the piano lesson, so when I go back to my hometown, I want to go to meet her.

 

  Next, I have my favorite rock band called Mr. Children. They have 4 members and its vocal, Kazutoshi Sakurai, is so cool!! His voice raptures a lot of fans and lyrics he makes are marvelous. I think a large number of people are helped by their music at some points in their life, and I am one of them. My mother also love them, and she and I go to their live every time. In a sense, I could say that they make a tie between us deep. Next month, they will held the live and I was applied for its ticket. I am really looking forward to it. I hope I win and go that live!

 

  It is a matter almost all the people know that music is related to our feeling. When you are happy, you listen to merry songs. When you are sad, you select calm songs. And, when you fell in love with someone, you want to listen to love songs. Opposite is the same. When you are depressed, cheerful songs can make your feeling better. Like this, music has magical power and it really influences our life even if you are not aware of that.